Here's the happy...no elated boy...
Friday, August 29, 2008
Coast Guard Rescue Helicopter Lego has landed...
Here's the happy...no elated boy...
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Good Stuff...in the middle of the week
2. Somehow only spending $10 on groceries this week
3. Finding the most fabulous dress ever...even if I didn't buy it
4. Aidan's excitement (and patience) for saving for his coast guard rescue helicopter lego
5. Somehow not having to buy gas this week
6. Studying "Hallelujah"
7. Coffee
8. Email
9. Aidan cleaning his room spontaneously
10. Prayer
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
For the grandparents out there (and anybody else that cares)...
Friday, August 08, 2008
A (or 17) Year(s) ago...
Trying to figure out how to merge backpacking life with real life. Still don't know. Still know I'm more at home in the outdoors than in the city. Still know this is where I need to be right now and I'm ok with that. Just really thankful that I am close to the mountains even if it's Littleton instead of Buena Vista. On that note, I found my backpacking journal from when I first ventured out here 17 years ago and my entry said this...
"It was really sad to leave the mountains. I 'm attached to them now. I feel that made me a stronger person and I'm thankful for that." August 17, 1991
I feel so thankful that years later I am living the dream of living in Colorado. And hey maybe I'm not a ranger wandering the trails everyday but that's ok. I'm here. And doing a heck of a lot better than we were in August of 2007 which I say is reason to celebrate today.
A year ago...
I was having surgery to have my thyroid removed. Lots of unknowns. Lots of worries.
Jeremy's blood pressure wasn't 118/66 like it was today. Way proud of you baby. Way proud.
I wasn't buying fish, almonds, cucumbers, tomatoes, and squash in mass like I do now.
Didn't know how to rest. Not nap (I can do that just fine!) But rest in the Lord. Still don't totally but I'm learning.
Awesome Psalm for today (also found in my Backpacking journal from 17 years ago.) I loved it then for the mountain references found. I love it today because of the power and dependence on our creator.
Psalm 104 (New Living Translation)
1 Let all that I am praise the Lord.
O Lord my God, how great you are!
You are robed with honor and majesty.
2 You are dressed in a robe of light.
You stretch out the starry curtain of the heavens;
3 you lay out the rafters of your home in the rain clouds.
You make the clouds your chariot;
you ride upon the wings of the wind.
4 The winds are your messengers;
flames of fire are your servants.[a]
5 You placed the world on its foundation
so it would never be moved.
6 You clothed the earth with floods of water,
water that covered even the mountains.
7 At your command, the water fled;
at the sound of your thunder, it hurried away.
8 Mountains rose and valleys sank
to the levels you decreed.
9 Then you set a firm boundary for the seas,
so they would never again cover the earth.
10 You make springs pour water into the ravines,
so streams gush down from the mountains.
11 They provide water for all the animals,
and the wild donkeys quench their thirst.
12 The birds nest beside the streams
and sing among the branches of the trees.
13 You send rain on the mountains from your heavenly home,
and you fill the earth with the fruit of your labor.
14 You cause grass to grow for the livestock
and plants for people to use.
You allow them to produce food from the earth—
15 wine to make them glad,
olive oil to soothe their skin,
and bread to give them strength.
16 The trees of the Lord are well cared for—
the cedars of Lebanon that he planted.
17 There the birds make their nests,
and the storks make their homes in the cypresses.
18 High in the mountains live the wild goats,
and the rocks form a refuge for the hyraxes.[b]
19 You made the moon to mark the seasons,
and the sun knows when to set.
20 You send the darkness, and it becomes night,
when all the forest animals prowl about.
21 Then the young lions roar for their prey,
stalking the food provided by God.
22 At dawn they slink back
into their dens to rest.
23 Then people go off to their work,
where they labor until evening.
24 O Lord, what a variety of things you have made!
In wisdom you have made them all.
The earth is full of your creatures.
25 Here is the ocean, vast and wide,
teeming with life of every kind,
both large and small.
26 See the ships sailing along,
and Leviathan,[c] which you made to play in the sea.
27 They all depend on you
to give them food as they need it.
28 When you supply it, they gather it.
You open your hand to feed them,
and they are richly satisfied.
29 But if you turn away from them, they panic.
When you take away their breath,
they die and turn again to dust.
30 When you give them your breath,[d] life is created,
and you renew the face of the earth.
31 May the glory of the Lord continue forever!
The Lord takes pleasure in all he has made!
32 The earth trembles at his glance;
the mountains smoke at his touch.
33 I will sing to the Lord as long as I live.
I will praise my God to my last breath!
34 May all my thoughts be pleasing to him,
for I rejoice in the Lord.
35 Let all sinners vanish from the face of the earth;
let the wicked disappear forever.
Let all that I am praise the Lord.
Praise the Lord!
Monday, July 21, 2008
(Aidan's) Monday 10
And today I am choosing to think about positive things with Aidan because he has had a few bad episodes today, I know his heart is good. I know I can easily go down a path of finding all the bad but I'm not. I'm stopping to reflect on the good.
So here are Aidan's top Monday 10 just for him...
1. Laying in bed with him and listening to him explain his lego boxes. "The street sweeper guy has the same shirt as the garbage truck guy but they have different faces and different hats."
2. Watching him do a "y-turn" with his jeep in the driveway and him totally getting it.
3. Aidan seeing Strawberry Shortcake fruit snacks in the grocery store and wanting to get them for his (girl) friends.
4. Bringing me a leaf in from the backyard and telling me it's for when I pray.
5. Looking out the back door and seeing him sitting on top of his cozy coupe just chilling.
6. Calling Micah "bub-buh"
7. Telling me "that's great mom".
8. His questions of life..."how does the lawn mower cut the lawn?"
9. Telling me all about how he wants to be a daddy when he grows up.
10. Cinnamon Toast.
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
A Bicycle Made For 3?
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Nature Walk right here in Littleton
I (Rach) am still processing how to merge the desire of selling it all and move to the mountains with the reality of jobs, kids, house, and life. But if nothing else our trip helped us get back to the heart of us and why we ventured out West in the first place. That being said I took the boys out for a nature walk this week in an effort to get outside right where we are.
Here are some pictures of our adventure.

Saturday, June 14, 2008
Countdown...
It's even great to say..."I'll call you when I get back."
Just Jeremy and I are heading off into the wilderness for a week. No wonder I am giddy. Boys get a week with Grandma Faye and we get a week to be together. Good stuff.
I'll post when we get back :)
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
AIDANNNN !!
Anyway last Thursday Aidan had his "pre-school" graduation and we went to watch him sing songs with his class...not knowing I was about to witness one of the most precious moments yet between my boys.
So I am sitting in the pews with Micah standing on my lap (Jeremy is playing guitar) and Aidan walks up with his class. And I hear Micah calling out AIDANNNN! AIDANNN!! He keeps calling it over and over and when Aidan sees his brother cheering for him he BEAMS...I mean not just happy but he was so excited that his brother was there for him. And they make eye contact and you can tell they are there for each other. It was priceless. Totally cool. Good stuff to remember especially on those days when you need reminders (we all do right moms?).
Monday, May 19, 2008
Monday 10
1. A fridge full of food.
2. Saving 45% on groceries.
3. Micah staying in his "new bed".
4. Coffee.
5. The library.
6. Hamburgers on the grill.
7. Jeremy.
8. Psalm 13 and the "big but".
9. A way cool park that we found to play at.
10. Water.
Ok I'm off...
Thursday, May 15, 2008
Darn Good Quote
(I thought of you on this one my quote friend :))
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Savoring...
Here they are (with a recent picture of his first sleepover, yes...it's a girl :))

Thursday, May 08, 2008
What Defines You?
So you knew it was coming...my deep thoughts. I've been doing some soul searching, discussion and Bible reading and find myself asking others (and myself) this question a lot. What defines you? Is it your job? Your relationships? The church you go to? Where you live? The size jeans you wear? Who your parents were?...
The list could go on and on and if I allow myself to be defined by these things I will constantly be like the waves.... because man in the last 4 years a lot of those (all) have changed. So I need to be grounded in truth. All of those things shape me, but define me? Nah... I want my heart to be what describes me. A heart for God, my husband, my children. So much of the scripture focused on our heart. A change of heart, loving with all our heart (Matthew 22:37), a contrite heart (David in Psalm 51:17), Onesimus to Paul (Philemon 12) or those that have a hardening of the heart (Pharaoh in Exodus 4:21).
On that note the following is a commencement address given by the Author Anna Quindlen at Villanova University. It's a good reminder of what our "resumes" are made up of and addresses the heart. A little optimistic or dreamy but makes some good points all the same. I highlighted a couple of the best parts. So read on my friends...
It's a great honor for me to be the third member of my family to receive an honorary doctorate from this great university. It's an honor to follow my great-uncle Jim, who was a gifted physician, and my Uncle Jack, who is a remarkable businessman. Both of them could have told you something important about their professions, about medicine or commerce.
I have no specialized field of interest or expertise, which puts me at a disadvantage, talking to you today. I'm a novelist. My work is human nature. Real life is all I know. Don't ever confuse the two, your life and your work. The second is only part of the first.
Don't ever forget what a friend once wrote Senator Paul Tsongas when the senator decided not to run for reelection because he'd been diagnosed with cancer: "No man ever said on his deathbed I wish I had spent more time in the office." Don't ever forget the words my father sent me on a postcard last year: "If you win the rat race, you're still a rat." Or what John Lennon wrote before he was gunned down in the driveway of the Dakota: "Life is what happens while you are busy making other plans."
You walk out of here this afternoon with only one thing that no one else has. There will be hundreds of people out there with your same degree; there will be thousands of people doing what you want to do for a living. But you will be the only person alive who has sole custody of your life. Your particular life. Your entire life. Not just your life at a desk, or your life on a bus, or in a car, or at the computer. Not just the life of your minds, but the life of your heart. Not just your bank account, but your soul.
People don't talk about the soul very much anymore. It's so much easier to write a resume than to craft a spirit. But a resume is a cold comfort on a winter night, or when you're sad, or broke, or lonely, or when you've gotten back the test results and they're not so good.
Here is my resume: I am a good mother to three children. I have tried never to let my profession stand in the way of being a good parent. I no longer consider myself the center of the universe. I show up. I listen, I try to laugh. I am a good friend to my husband. I have tried to make marriage vows mean what they say. I show up. I listen. I try to laugh. I am a good friend to my friends, and they to me. Without them, there would be nothing to say to you today, because I would be a cardboard cutout. But call them on the phone, and I meet them for lunch. I show up. I listen. I try to laugh.
I would be rotten, or at best mediocre at my job, if those other things were not true. You cannot be really first rate at your work if your work is all you are.
So here is what I wanted to tell you today:
Get a life. A real life, not a manic pursuit of the next promotion, the bigger paycheck, the larger house. Do you think you'd care so very much about those things if you blew an aneurysm one afternoon, or found a lump in your breast? Get a life in which you notice the smell of salt water pushing itself on a breeze over Seaside Heights, a life in which you stop and watch how a red-tailed hawk circles over the water gap or the way a baby scowls with concentration when she tries to pick up a cheerio with her thumb and first finger.
Get a life in which you are not alone. Find people you love, and who love you. And remember that love is not leisure, it is work. Each time you look at your diploma, remember that you are still a student, still learning how to best treasure your connection to others. Pick up the phone. Send an e-mail. Write a letter. Kiss your Mom. Hug your Dad. Get a life in which you are generous.
Look around at the azaleas in the suburban neighborhood where you grew up; look at a full moon hanging silver in a black, black sky on a cold night.
And realize that life is the best thing ever, and that you have no business taking it for granted. Care so deeply about its goodness that you want to spread it around. Once in a while take money you would have spent on beers and give it to charity. Work in a soup kitchen. Be a big brother or sister.
All of you want to do well. But if you do not do good, too, then doing well will never be enough. It is so easy to waste our lives: our days, our hours, our minutes. It is so easy to take for granted the color of the azaleas, the sheen of the limestone on Fifth Avenue, the color of our kid's eyes, the way the melody in a symphony rises and falls and disappears and rises again. It is so easy to exist instead of live. I learned to live many years ago.
Something really, really bad happened to me, something that changed my life in ways that, if I had my druthers, it would never have been changed at all. And what I learned from it is what, today, seems to be the hardest lesson of all. I learned to love the journey, not the destination. I learned that it is not a dress rehearsal, and that today is the only guarantee you get. I learned to look at all the good in the world and to try to give some of it back because I believed in it completely and utterly. And I tried to do that, in part, by telling others what I had learned. By telling them this:
Consider the lilies of the field. Look at the fuzz on a baby's ear. Read in the backyard with the sun on your face. Learn to be happy. And think of life as a terminal illness because if you do you will live it with joy and passion, as it ought to be lived.
Well, you can learn all those things, out there, if you get a life, a full life, a professional life, yes, but another life, too, a life of love and laughs and a connection to other human beings. Just keep your eyes and ears open. Here you could learn in the classroom. There the classroom is everywhere. The exam comes at the very end. No man ever said on his deathbed I wish I had spent more time at the office. I found one of my best teachers on the boardwalk at Coney Island maybe 15 years ago. It was December, and I was doing a story about how the homeless survive in the winter months.
He and I sat on the edge of the wooden supports, dangling our feet over the side, and he told me about his schedule; panhandling the boulevard when the summer crowds were gone, sleeping in a church when the temperature went below freezing, hiding from the police amidst the Tilt a Whirl and the Cyclone and some of the other seasonal rides. But he told me that most of the time he stayed on the boardwalk, facing the water, just the way we were sitting now even when it got cold and he had to wear his newspapers after he read them.
And I asked him why. Why didn't he go to one of the shelters? Why didn't he check himself into the hospital for detox? And he just stared out at the ocean and said, "Look at the view, young lady. Look at the view."
And every day, in some little way, I try to do what he said. I try to look at the view. And that's the last thing I have to tell you today, words of wisdom from a man with not a dime in his pocket, no place to go, nowhere to be. Look at the view. You'll never be disappointed.
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Allergies and Attitutdes
So that's my whining for now. All the other deep thoughts I have would wear us all out so I'll come back later...
Crysti, your shed sounds appealing can I move in for a couple days? :)
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
10 Cents
I'm writing this more for a scrapbook journal for someday but those of you that humor me can read on.
Anyway, as you know we have started chores around the house for Aidan and he makes money so he can buy legos. He had $19 saved in his piggy bank (still some left from birthday money). And so we went to the store on Friday to pick out his newest purchase. He chose a Mars Mission space thing for $9.99 and then he decided that Micah also needed something so he preceded to help us look for a Woody (from Toy Story) for Micah. All him. No prompting. Just a little boy taking care of his brother. And then to top it off when Micah wanted some Goldfish he offered to pay for that too. When we went to check out he had .10 cents remaining. Man I wish I had a heart like that. To give willingly. And give all I had. I love that my little boy can teach me lessons, I still have a lot to learn.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Good Stuff Snow and all.
1. Coffee. Always coffee.
2. A new girly fun summer purse.
3. Flowers budding randomly all over the nasty front yard.
4. Homemade salsa by Jeremy.
5. New music from my cousin.
6. New green socks from my cousin.
7. Truly trusting in God's provision.
8. Watching the final Biggest Loser winner. Yeah Ali!
9. Jeremy getting to enjoy his new mountain bike (finally!)
10. Running to randomly selected songs on my shuffle and hearing some music I had completely forgotten about (and Christmas music in April).
Good stuff. Here's to life.
Monday, April 14, 2008
Spontaneous Blessings....again and again
Friday morning I was just done...you know those days when you are yelling before breakfast is done (assuming any of you actually yell :)) So when Jeremy came home early on Friday afternoon from work I was delighted (and also knew he had hit the wall too). He had been going nonstop for the last 2 weeks between church and work and we were both in some need of rest. But with 2 boys where does rest come from? Especially rest and time together?
Well, Friday night we were leaving the Barnes (our Pastor's) house after a meeting we said "ok we are outta here "...and they said yeah leave the boys here. Aidan and Jaime (their 4 year old) will have fun and Micah is already sleeping so just come back in the morning. And you know what we did? We took them up on it and ran to the hills!! We went out that night and then we went out for breakfast in the morning. When we picked up our kids they were completely worn out so they rested most of Saturday afternoon while Jeremy and I picked rocks in our backyard. And even though it's rocks... it's time together again. (A much longer story than that but I'll spare all the details.)
Then...
Saturday night Jeremy's sister came and watched our boys and we got out again. Pappadeax need a say more...
Then...
Sunday after church we had a staff meeting and I had nobody to watch the boys and so I thought no big deal I'll just not go. And somebody volunteered to watch our boys for us...again. Then we got the afternoon to pick rocks together again.
And today we got more time together again to pick rocks as Jeremy was able to take vacation time so we can get some landscape work done while the sun shines.
Lesson? I have wonderful people in my life. Thank you. Thank you. And a wonderful God who takes care of us.
On another note please continue to pray for my friend Kim's little 2 year old, Lu-Lu. As some of you may (or may not) know she had heart surgery at the end of last summer. Without giving you the full blown story I will say she is in need of prayer to stay strong thorough some rough weeks lately. She has had coupe and because of so much flem she was throwing up...some with blood. Kim updates at... luludavis.blogspot.com when she isn't completely exhausted. Pray for some encouraging days in the midst of this journey for them.
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
Bored.
So Saturday morning I was watching the boys play at Chick-fil-a and thought...they are getting a workout and don't even know it. What ever happened to playing for exercise? So we did...Jeremy and I played some old fashioned basketball and it was fun to be a kid again. And I woke up Sunday morning super sore.
And then yesterday I went to one of those dorky classes at the gym. Again just to mix it up. (I thought I was doing a core class turned out to be a kickboxing/bootcamp/core mix something). Anyway I ran suicides just like old track days and did some roundabout moves. And yep...calves are killing me. I guess it goes to show that logging the miles on the treadmill doesn't make you invincible.
So here's to being a kid again...let the games begin :)
Thursday, April 03, 2008
Puppy, Lego Chores, and top 5
We lost Micah's stuffed puppy for a day this week. It was truly traumatic...I didn't know I was as attached to puppy (or more) than he was. Thankfully he was at the check in counter at the Dr. office. Counted my blessings on that one.
Aidan had a rite of passage of cashing in his money at the bank and going to the Lego store (Colorado Mills mall for you Lori) and selecting his very first EARNED lego. We have started the chore chart and he is loving it. Good stuff. I only hope his enthusiasm continues. If this continues I will have more accomplished than I can imagine around here...He loves to "have a job".
And yes here is my top 5...or 6 or 3
5 things you can’t live without under 5 dollars:
1. Two Decaf coffees brewed at Starbucks with cream and sugar (under 5) and the DVD player (ok more than 5 bucks I know) in the car for the boys so Jeremy and I can talk.
2. Magazines and Catalogs.
3. Fruit.
4. Water bottles (that I keep losing and usually cost more than 5 bucks to begin with)
5. Lego guys for Aidan. He can take just one guy out of the house and be entertained for hours…now if we could only find Micah entertainment like that.
5 Favorite Movies:(in no particular order and change all the time)
Ok…favorite is too hard so these are movies that either make me think or are just good for the soul.
1. Dead Poets Society
2. A Beautiful Mind
3. Stand By Me
4. Footloose
5. Forget
5 Songs (or albums) you could listen to over and over again: (again, no order)
1. Rich Mullins any song any time…except for that goofy battleship song.
2. Mixes that my sis in law Jenn gives me
3. Old Monster Ballads
4. Sarah McLachlan Christmas Album…especially “River”
5. Jennifer Knapp “Faithful”
5 people who have had a positive influence in your life:
1. My husband…who has challenged me to grow since “Country Kitchen days” and loves me more than anybody.
2. Freda…who I call my “adopted grandma”. She took in our family from the day my parents moved into the neighborhood. She lived with joy until the Lord took her home. I hope I can be an old woman like that (well and a young woman like that too!)
3. Denise…my cousin who has been a sister to me since day one.
4. Aidan and Micah…if your kids don’t have a positive influence on you I don’t know who will! Nothing like little eyes watching your actions and life.
5. My dad…who lived his vows faithfully “till death do us part”.
6. And yep my whole band of sisters.
5 things in your purse you cannot live without:
1. Cell phone/Bluetooth
2. Keys
3. Wallet
How does all that take up all that space? J
5 moments that changed your life forever:
1. Waking up at a track meet to have a phone call from my dad to hear the news that my mom had died.
2. Going to CCU in the fall of 1995.
3. Sitting on a park bench with Jeremy in the fall of 1995 and having “the talk”…my wedding day wouldn’t have happened if it wasn’t for that day.
4. Sitting at Macaroni Grill and realizing I don’t want to grow old and have no grandkids…and thus Aidan is in the making.
5. Getting a job as a Math Teacher with an English and PE degree.
5 current obsessions:
1. Celebrating the everyday.
2. Challenging others to grow and live with passion.
3. Finding ways to put flaxseed in everything.
4. Making sure that things are special…as soon as it becomes entitlement then it’s time to reevaluate.
5. Finding what truly fills me up in life.
5 places I would love to travel:
1. Backpacking anywhere with just Jeremy and I.
2. Touring by bike…again pretty much anywhere.
3. The beach. Just give me water and sunshine!
4.
5. Holy Lands
5 people who’s top 5 you would like to see:
…Ha, I’m not one to name names…Ok Crysti you are up
Friday, March 28, 2008
Spring Break Thoughts & Rearranging
But being out of routine this week was interesting. We get a lot of security from routines (especially me) and it is always good to get shaken up a little. On that note...if you like to rearrange stuff (your decorations, your furniture, etc) what does that say about you? Are you a person that likes to have control? Does it mean your life is out of control? Does it mean you just like to decorate? I have had some interesting discussion on this and will defend my point after I hear others...